I have dreams about what happened, and when i wake up, I see everything as it really is. Only, its exactly the same as my dream. And i feel overpowered by my own mind, controlling how much or how little I feel.
I want to believe that if we were able to love someone so completely, we would always have a place for them in our lives.
I want to be able to look at him, love him, without having to wonder whether he loves me or not. I dont think I should have to give up needing to be loved. No one should have to wonder. I need reassurance every now and then.
I am sick of having to question all the time.
Do you want me.
Do. You. Want. me…like ive always wanted you.